Hi everyone, my name is bluesangel1, and i am a newly collared sub. For me it's been a long road, with many questions and lots of torment along the way. The day my Master, collared me was the day i became a truly free woman. I decided with my Master's permission to keep a journal of thoughts, feelings, emotions, and things that happened from the day he asked me to become collared. There were so many things i had to learn, i asked questions, read all i could find, and finally came to the realization that being a sub, meant pleasing my Master and his wishes had to come first. There is no right or wrong to this. It has to be whatever we ourselves want for ourselves. Master and i are not extreme BSDM, we're a very loving Dominant/submissive couple, who finally found our purpose within each other. His need to Dominate, my need to serve. We met online in a chat room. So far we've gone through many stages, with the only remaining stage being transition to real life.